Hi Again Pain

Hello again
Pain
Makes me feel sane
Again
How my old friend are you?
Hitting me hard and then soft
I feel your gentle pull
In the heartstrings
In the sharp sting
of fate
So I sing
My only option
No lose but no win
Only thy shattered face again
So familiar
No pain no gain
Again
This world
So vast and incomprehensible
Why then why now and when?
And so reminds me 
And redefines me
Awkward verse
Like an awkward teen
Bent in half 
Like a burning spleen
Instant yet cold
Hot yet old
Foaming like a troubled sea
Then again it comes to be
Comes to me
Oh vast and terrifying destiny.

Copyright Torquil, 2008
(written in eternity)